Job What?!?!

So I am a massage therapist. I graduated in March of this year (2009). I have applied at a ton of places and havent really heard anything from any of them. So recently i applied and the golden door spa, it opens in park city at the endish of july. i had an interview, its pretty a dream job. the benefits, the therapists, but most of all its a wellness center so you dont just meet the client massage them and then theyre gone you actually spend time analyze them, and treat them. i loved that, you dont find that around here. So i was honored to have even had an interview with these therapist. This IS the top spa in the united states. WOW! I didnt get the job. Which i was really dissapointed about because i think i can bring a lot to the table at a place like that. and the knowledge i would gain would be irreplacable. But the more i thought about it, i guess this could be a good thing that i didnt. I dont know why yet but i guess i will just wait and find out. I really want a job doing massage therapy, but i am sooooo scared to work anywhere because so many of these places are participating in things that i am disgraced and disgusted with, and it makes me look bad as a therapist and for my proffesion. So i dont know what to do from here. my own practice? doctors office? spa? or back to school? i dont know.
mew!